Lost my dad to cancer 20 years ago in his 60's. He was a decorated Lt. commander in the Navy during WWII. He lost a lot of great buddies due to the war. He didn't really want to talk about it. Then a year and a half ago, I lost my 42 year old wife to the same thing. She was a huge SRT-6 fan. I miss both of them very much. I know EXACTLY what you're going through. My only solace is that they are both in a bettter place. Oddly enough, cancer didn't run in my family nor hers. Time heals and gives you perspective. I was the recipient of many thoughts and prayers. My same go out to you and your family.