That last reply of mine was a bit of a cover up really, I am somewhat worried & deflated at the fact as what started off as a new dad toy bit of enjoyment could end up costing me money I simply don't have, & I feel guilty to my wife & 4 month old boy Charlie that there so called protector has possibly messed up
I'm a hard working normal lad who fancied a bit of fun as my life has changed so much but when fun turns to all out panic that's where my worrying nature kicks